Do you feel more antsy in your physical body as you view less porn? Maybe you can’t stop bouncing your legs or find yourself constantly fidgeting, and maybe it’s leading to a strong urge to view porn so you can stop feeling so antsy.
This is the challenge posed by this week’s Ask a Coach question asker, and Jessica Farmer is on the show to offer her insights.
Join Jessica on this episode to hear her top tips for processing uncomfortable emotions, how all emotions have a shelf life, and the power of letting any emotion be present until it eventually dissipates.
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Jessica: Hi, everyone, this is Jessica Farmer. I am a coach in Overcoming Pornography for Good and I’m so excited to be here with our Ask a Coach question for the week.
So this is a question that we get a lot and I’ve had it recently with several of my clients and so I wanted to bring it up. And it says, “It seems the less I’m viewing porn, the more antsy my body is. There have been some days that I feel like I can’t stop bouncing my leg or fidgeting or not being able to sit still. How can I let it not bother me, because in some ways I feel a strong urge to go view porn when I get antsy like this. How can I process this?”
This is such a good question because this comes up a lot and I think it’s something that we don’t necessarily understand a lot of the time when it’s happening. So an urge to view porn, and really any emotion that we experience, all it is is a sensation in our body, right? It starts out as a thought in your brain. Like in this circumstance it might be something along the lines of I’m having this urge, but I know viewing porn isn’t what I really want.
And so there might be some dissonance there, which is naturally going to create some anxiety, right? And so you have this sentence in your brain and your brain is going to send chemical signals to the rest of your body letting your body know, okay, we’re anxious now. We’re having some anxiety. And that’s going to manifest as certain sensations in your body.
It might be this antsy feeling where you feel like you’re bouncing your leg all the time. Or you might get sweaty palms. It might feel like a tightness in your shoulders or in your chest, right? So these emotions, all it really is, is a physical sensation. And when we process these emotions, all we really do is we learn how to sit with those emotions and just let them be.
In the question, he says, “How do I not let it bother me?” And if I was coaching this person on a coaching call, I would say, maybe it’s okay for it to bother you for a little bit, right? Like, maybe it’s okay that this is really uncomfortable for just a few minutes. But these sensations, these emotions, they have a shelf life, right? The scientists tell us that emotions, when you’re not rehashing them, that emotions really only last about two minutes.
And so when you can just kind of let it be, let it be uncomfortable for a few minutes, for those like two minutes, it’s just like, okay, this is the part where we’re experiencing a little bit of antsiness, we’re feeling a little uncomfortable. And we’re just going to roll with it. We’re just going to sit in it and let it be uncomfortable for just a few minutes.
And really, there are a lot of times when the physical sensation of feeling an urge can feel very similar to the physical sensation of anxiety or lots of different other emotions. So we want to be exploring the sensation of the emotions and we’re wanting to really name and understand the emotion that’s coming up for us, whether it’s anxiety, fear, discomfort, overwhelm. Whatever emotion is coming up for you, you want to be able to identify it and then just sit with it and let it be there for a little bit.
One of my favorite examples of this is if you’ve seen the movie, I think it’s Batman Begins, there’s this really cool scene where Bruce Wayne is spelunking down into what’s going to become the Batcave. And he’s climbing down and he’s struggled with this fear of bats for his entire, you know, since he was a child.
And he’s climbing down into the Batcave and he stands on this platform. And from the side he notices this huge cloud of bats that just are coming at him. And you can see that at first his natural instinct is to like duck and cover. That old fear is kind of coming up.
But this is something he’s worked on, this has been part of his training. And so he resists that urge to duck and cover and give in to that fear. And there’s this really empowering moment where he’s just standing there on this platform and this cloud of bats is circling around him. And he just has this look of acceptance and peace, and he’s just standing there.
He’s not fighting it. He’s not ducking and covering. He’s just letting this cloud of bats circle around him. And they’re not hurting him, right? That’s the fear, the fear is that he’s going to get hurt by these bats. But when he just allows them to be there, they’re not hurting him, they’re just circling around him.
And eventually, after a couple of minutes, they just kind of fly out the top of the cave and they leave. And really, that’s what it’s like when we’re processing some of these more uncomfortable emotions, like anxiety, overwhelm or fear. We just kind of let it be there and just kind of relax into it. And eventually it’ll circle around us for a few minutes and then it eventually dissipates and goes along its way.
So when you have these feelings, we’re wanting to, number one, identify. Number two, just let it sit and be there. And that’s going to help with the question that this person had of like, how do I even do this, right? So first off is just learn to be okay with some of these uncomfortable emotions and remind yourself that these emotions, first of all, they don’t last forever, they have a shelf life.
And second of all, they can’t hurt you, right? Just like those bats, if we just kind of let them be, they’re not going to hurt us. It’s just a sensation in your body that might be uncomfortable for a few minutes, but it’s going to run its course and while it’s doing that it can’t hurt you. So I thank you for being here and I will see you next week.
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